I don’t know. Do you want to know? Or do you not want to know. Maybe some of you yes and some of you no. I won’t lie…writing it and putting it out there helps me. Not because I’m looking for sympathy (although maybe some understanding is helpful) but because just getting it out of my head helps. And having a place to put what I get out of my head drives me to write it, because then it feels like it’s worth the effort. And I don’t have much effort to exert these days so, since I’m writing it, I guess I’ll post it, making it worth it –…